Love Is Hard To Realise

Hey.. I'm back =)

2011-09-20T10:58:00.004+08:00

Has been awhile didn't update my blog..
If you guy read my previous post, you should know I was sad about my ex..

How's my life in the past few months?
I bet you guys don't want to know..
I didn't go for class and drank alcohol almost everyday.. Even there's an exam paper on the next day, I still went to club..
That's so awful right?
Don't worry my friend.. I passed all the subjects.. I'm smart enough ;) (just kidding)
**I do really work hard.. Although I don't go to class, but I still study at home =D

Sorry to make my friends worry about me and thanks my lovely friend to help me get through this..
When I need them..they will accompany me.. Especially tata.. I love her so much!!  She is a lovely girl ;)

Finally, he flew.. He at uk right now.. Saw his fb status and picture I know that he has a good life over there.

Anyway, I just want to tell you guys.. IM FULLY RECOVER!!

Having class later.. **told u I'm fine, I'm in the college ;)**

Oh yea.. The next post I might introduce a special guy to all of u =D

Ciao ~

对不起，我爱你~

2011-06-17T22:17:00.006+08:00

分手了，我也已对自己说..别那么自私，给他自由，那对对方都好。
也没想过要坚持的再挽回，知道这样做的话他也会不开心..

我没再哭了，也可以不和他联络~
但心还是偏偏的在着想他..

经过一些地方，说到一些话，都会突然想起他，偷偷的笑了起来..

有时，不经意的看到他的贴~
看到别的女人发给他的东西..
虽然没什么..但为什么我那么在乎..
都会偷偷的吃醋，心情不好..

以为能忘记，但却发现我还爱他..

im okay

2011-06-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone ~ I'm fine here ^^
Sorry if I make you guys worry about me. Just abit emotional last few days. But I'm ok now! Don't worry about me k =D

After chill out, the next thing I should do is to work harder for my assignments and prepare for the final exam! I'm just trying to prove myself can handle everything, so he don't have to worry about me =)

Sorry to make you feel annoying baby =(
No next time k =D

love

2011-06-01T01:37:00.009+08:00

现在是凌晨一点半，昨晚没已经没睡了~
现在很累，很想睡却又睡不着，好想好想他。。
怕打扰他，不敢找他，所以就在这发泄发泄下我的情绪。。=(

那么久以来，他是我唯一遇到那么认真的男人。。
不是对爱情专一，而是很努力的读书，为了未来着想。。

第一天我们见面你们猜猜是在干嘛？
喝酒？不是~ 他教我读书..
他很认真地一字一句的教..
看着他认真的样子，很着迷。

在一起了，就经常让我哭笑不得~
这边说不来让我失望，一下就在我眼前出现。
这边戏弄我，之后就逗回我。
他很贴心，还煮东西给我吃。

当下真的很感动，但可能是我个性吧。
不常将我心事说出。。也没表露很感动的样子。。FML!
我不需要你给我任何名牌，只要你少少的贴心，我就已经很满足了。
我知道我很容易被感动啦！我知道和我样子不像 = =

虽然一起不久，但和他在一起的时候我却很快乐，很开心。
我能做回自己，不需要伪装。和他在一起也觉得好安心 =）

人人都说我难追，其实并不难。
我喜欢有抱负的男人，有安全感嘛..

认识我的人，都知道我很坚强，没什么事情难倒我。

遇到什么事情都能解决。

但其实很累，想有个人能疼疼我。

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他快出国了！我没想那么多！

能陪他多久就多久，我想要他开开心心。

他对我好冷淡~

只准今天，起床后不许这样哦!

晚安~

第一次写自己的心情，不错吧？=D

♥ one

2011-05-30T23:04:00.007+08:00

At the midnight, I'm still studying. But all over my head is just about him, I can't manage myself to study. I checked fb and twitter. Suddenly I saw this,

"It's June in the next 22hours, I merely have 60days or lesser before I leave, a lot things popped up in my mind at this moment..."

He is planing to oversea to study.

I open my bbm and thinking of msg him. The moment I'm typing, I cried. I don't know what I suppose to say. I know you are going to leave me soon, and I'm not going to stay you. Even we just started, but I treat this relationship seriously.

Just want you to know I really love you.... I miss you....

Besides, you don't have to worry me. I will be fine here.. really =)

this post is for my ♥ one.

a day outing

2011-05-20T07:10:00.005+08:00

My son, Alan Ho was off yesterday. He asked me to have lunch with him. After that he brought me go to shopping =)

And I just brought a bikini, shirt and some stuff only. Nothing much ~

Besides, I get myself a bag again =P

A little bit regret = = I should get this !!

Nevermind.. I will get it next month =P

midterm break

2011-05-18T07:59:00.009+08:00

Okok.. Sorry guys.. I know I neglected my blog long time again..=s

Why?

1. Previous semester break

After exam of course have to enjoy right? I was busy partying all the time. =P So that I have no time to blog.

Guan Birthday

We got our dinner at Italinnies.

After that we headed to spin club

Lovely couple *ENVY*

2. After semester break and started new semester.

The hardworking Coco is coming back.

Busy to do notes

See my colourful notes !

Study for the midterm test.

and the "chan" face come out after few days didn't sleep.

Seriously! I really didn't sleep for few days! Drank 3 to 4 cups of coffee in a day.
I'M gonna crazy about law for that time.
Have to memorize all the sections and cases. You will go crazy if you study law!

And last week I just finish my midterm test. And now I'm having my midterm break.

Gonna enjoy my midterm break!!

Before ciaoz show you guys a picture that I took after club on last Friday.

* Sorry baby, I posted 1 of the picture. Dun angry ya. Mwak`x *

Someone said my picture is too sexy. Even BBM display picture he also don't let me put. But I think is just ok only =P

Ciaoz ~ =D

My Birthday ♥ April 9

2011-04-17T19:28:00.003+08:00

I know is a bit late !! sorry >< Ok! Friday night I was went to Mist club to celebrate my birthday. Due to something happen, I didn't enjoy much of my birthday. End up, Darling G brought me to Genting..

After supper we went to coffee bean

Around 6.30am, we went back from genting.

And the next day ~

Darling A, he know that I was not happy with my birthday party. He called his friend
and brought me to OU singk session for celebrate my birthday.

My Birthday was simple, but I enjoyed to be with them and thanks for celebrated my birthday =)

BTW, just want to say that..

I'M BACK TO COLLEGE =(

Shoe Festival 2011

2011-04-07T17:37:00.002+08:00

Date ; 7 to 10 April 2011
Venue : Putra World Trade Centre (PWTC)
City/Country /: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

It is SHOE FESTIVAL !!!
You guys should know I'm a shoes lover right?
Yeah..So I decided to go this shoe festival. Hopefully can get a sexy red high heels for myself of my birthday present =)

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Will update my blog soon ! =)

having sem break ~

2011-03-15T21:00:00.011+08:00

dada!!! Coco is back =)
Sorry for disappear for so long time. As you know college life is so busy. Some more this is short semester. I have to rush everything within 2 months. FINALLY, it is sem break now !!! =)

Share something to you guys what happening during the study day.

During CNY ~

After class we decided to go Benard house. We were waiting at foyer.

The cutest girl Sakura Kissu and me.

The gang I usually hang out with =)

Group picture. The sem 2(only me and sakura) and sem 3 gang.

Valentine day ~

A picture I took during the class.

I remember that day I was lonely. I had never celebrate valentine. So sad right?
Can you see?? " I'm SINGLE!!! " you should date me now ! =P

Besides, my college had a valentine event.

SPEED DATING !!!! Charge RM5 = =. I'm not the stupid so I didn't join =)

A bunch of my cute friend =)

Mid-term test ~

The 1st time I feel nervous..spend the whole week to study.

By the way, I enjoyed studying =)

Having Fun ~

After midterm test of course have to relax right?

yamcha and eating at Rock Cafe

After exam we headed to pyramid for window shopping ~

Rushing assignment ~

At the time I was rushing assignment, starbucks is my 2nd home. I went to starbucks everyday.

Stay too much over there and so lucky that I get a free drink from starbucks.

very rare to see me to wear spec right?
What happening this year is I was not doing the assignment alone. Someone was always helping me =)and we shared idea at starbucks even we are not in the same group.

After submit the assignment what's the next?

FINAL EXAM !!!!!!

Okay ! At the 1st I tried so hard to study, but I study NOTHING! After I read but can't memorize anything. End up, before the exam week I went to club. = =
But luckily, I still can answer the questions. I apply everything and think that I did quite okay.

Some picture took during the last lecture

Heart you guys ~

Happy Holiday to all of you !

I will miss you guy much. =)

black vs bling bling =)

2011-01-30T16:34:00.006+08:00

* a picture after college*

Hello hello !! Sorry ya everyone. I was neglected my blog again =P
I'm back to the stupid routine life. Wake up early in the morning, go to college, rush assignment and BURN THE MIDNITE OIL !!

skin getting more and more terrible.. TT

oh ya.. i suppose to show my high heel that I bought from genting.

the picture is here =)

enough high and bling bling right? * 5 inches *

and then seem I was free so I took some picture of my favourite high heel.

let's see the picture =)

leopard high heel ~ heavy but super comfortable * 5 inches *

6 inches

enough wild of this high heel * 4 inches *

look classy wearing this high heel * 4 inches *

leopard high heel * 4 inches *
i miss this high heel so much. but already broken.

nichii 6 inches high heel

BLACK vs BLING BLING

now i only notice that i got so many high heel =/

see my shoes cabinet ..

sorry for not editing the picture =(

tell u what..all high heel is not over RM 100..

xiiao yin birthday

2011-01-23T11:23:00.003+08:00

Happy lately birthday my pretty babe..

Sorry for not attending your birthday party yesterday..=(
The picture below is the present for you..

waiting to see u soon..
love you babe ♥

开心~ 开心~

2011-01-15T01:14:00.008+08:00

我去college就是这个样的。
没化妆。。难看 ~

说些开心事 ~ =D
昨天是成绩放榜日子。。
整天都在担心着成绩。
假如你们有关注我的facebook的话，该知道我很勤劳的为这个考试读书吧？ =）

等啊等~
半夜两点！是两点哦。。
成绩才放榜。。
一开~
哈哈哈~
全科及格！！！
哇~当时开心到。。我眼泪都快掉了。。TT
我从来都没这样开心过。。
我开心是因为这是我努力得回来的成绩。。

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今天我的好友就带我出去逛街。
他说：“你开学了就很忙了，到时不能时常见面了。”

今天以淡妆出去。。

拜一开学了~
很期待 =）

9/1 genting

2011-01-12T07:32:00.008+08:00

same as that day.. i cant slp and i woke up early.
the one usually the last one came out..
but this two day is the 1st =)

while waiting them camwhore abit

act cute but fail =(

FINALLY..
we were in the outdoor theme park =)

my out fit
Cover ear - genting *cheap* RM15 KL sell RM30++ go and grab it.
Shirt - FOS
Pant - pasar malam *very short pant* u cant see.. **mention: i got wear.= =**
high heel - genting *with much bling bling. super nice~ i 4get to take picture, take later..upload soon =)
bag - paris hilton
mum and me

my cutie sis and me

she told me.. "pink set..so cute"

my mum and my dad

after took the pic my baby sis said~
"not like that..than my sis show "peace" to them."
so my mum and dad force to took this pic..but nice actually =)

my mum and me inside the car =P

ZOOM IN

cutie sis give me "yeah" =)

around 2 something we check out to the hotel and back to home instantly =)

Genting 3 days 2 nights

2011-01-11T04:24:00.007+08:00

7/1 - 9/1

Has been a long time I have never go genting with my family.
Due to my mum birthday, so she decided to have a trips for celebrate her birthday =)

7/1

We were going to genting at night, than had our dinner afterward, check in to the hotel.

2nd day

Early in the morning, around 5am I was already awake. Because of the bed is not comfortable and i cant sleep well =(

8am and all of them were ready, we head to 1st world.

my out fit of the day

cloth - cotton on
high waist skirt - cotton on
silk stocking - N/A
boots - nichii
bag - paris hilton

The weather so cold and I was freezing. so I bought a cup of hot chocolate from my favourite starbucks =)

Nice ~ Yummy xD

After breakfast, we suppose to go to ourdoor theme park to play. Due to the fog, the road is invisible. So we have no choice to play in indoor theme park.

Me and my sis

Dad , baby sis, mum

The night time, my dad took us to old genting for playing at arcade.

But I have never play, play the whole day theme park and my leg were super hurt.

* I was wearing boots with 4 inches.*

so...I was sitting at the middle playing with my BB.

and you know what what?

My silk stocking SPOILed!!! T_T

** 9/1 tomorrow update **

emo

2011-01-06T08:04:00.005+08:00

突然的想用华语写部落格。

我今天的心情很复杂，也不知道为什么。
原本是一个很开心的心情在玩着游戏。
可能是我从xxxx听到了一些消息吧。
心情突然就开始低落了。

我已整晚没睡。

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突然觉得很需要爱。。
想有一个稳定的恋情~ 想要爱情~
我不能忍受寂寞。

the 2010 end

2011-01-01T12:33:00.012+08:00

In 2010,
♥ I started college (IEP March intake) (DIBA August intake)in Sunway University College

♥ I knew foreign friends; korean, japanese, indonesian, chinese. And I learned their language.*just little bit*

♥ I learned how to put thin make up on my face =)

with just an eyeliner and eyebrow
* i never apply any foundation or BB on my face in this pic*

♥ i get my licence

♥ I knew a brunch of friend like them =)

and JJ, Justin, John and Jueliang. *P/S: I don't have their picture.*

♥ I learned to be independent with doing assignment by myself.

♥ I learned to be tough to face every challenges.

♥ I used to went to starbucks for 2 whole weeks for study even weekend.

♥ I spend much money in shopping and starbucks the whole year.

♥ I get my BB

♥ I learned to smile =)

Happy New Year 01.01.2011

2011-01-01T11:50:00.004+08:00

x'mas passed..we welcome a brand new year =)
you can see that i deleted all my old post..
new year new thing =)
and i will started my new diary from now on..

some of my xmas photoshoot..enjoy..=)

the most people comment is "im cute"
but i don't like cute =(
can change too hot ?
im still hot =P